do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care
it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...
Friday, June 13, 2003 :::
tonight had an early celebration of father's day.
had a dinner buffet at a hotel at MK
i was to had a big feast...
but then i turned out to be perhaps the one who ate the least
i knew this would happen though
Ah Dai told me... the worst moment would be the moment when i walked along the corridor of 1/F.
But then I was surrounded by so many friends, all walking with laughter and joy - the 'last walk' seemed like any other ordinary day.
Of course I didn't want this school day to end. Before walking down the stairs, I thought: could I just stop for a minute? I didn't want this day to end... reaching ground floor would really mark the end of this final day.
After a split second of hesitation, I walked with the crowd.
But then, tonight, I was no longer surrounded by laughters and jokes.
Things that happened in school, faces that are well too familiar...
I'm already missing so many people, so many things about La Salle.
That's when my mind started inevitably drifting too far away...
I started imaging life in uni, all by myself.
No more familiar faces (of coz, Siu Chi would be with me! luckily!). But basically, still I would have to be alone.
All through these years I've been so well protected in an environment that I've been living so comfortably...
Suddenly I'm being placed in a new place, where true friends are hard to find, where the world is driven by power and possession.
Will I make friends who are true, who are friends because they want to share everything with you, instead of taking everything away from you?
Perhaps quality friends are not an endangered breed yet... But I'm sure such friends don't come easily after entering university.
I'm thinking of today's 'Let's be Honest' song. Perhaps it's not all that dumb. There's really a point. We all want to live in an honest world.
But I shall not be afraid. Because I shall not be alone, as I still have you, all my true, pure friends I've made during primary and secondary, who I'm confident, will remain as my true friends forever.
Anyway, I shall not only look at the bad side. It's the end of secondary school life, and it's time to count my blessings.
God has sent me so many blessings all through these years -
The chance to study in La Salle. That didn't come easily. It wasn't any coincidence. I knew it was God's plan.
I met so many good friends. That didn't come easily too. Every friend is a gift from God.
Teachers who taught me so much. especially teachers who inspired me to become what I am now.
And so much more that i can't really continue counting... cuz i don't think blogger supports an 10000000000000 word post.
To all my friends, I'm gonna miss you. I'm missing you already. You'll be a part of me forever, and I wish I could also be a part of you too.
Thanks for giving me countless moments that are filled with joy and bliss. You made my life in La Salle wonderful.
I'm ready to move on, carrying all the blessings I've received, without dropping or leaving a piece behind.
stay in touch (we will!!!) xxx
and add oil too. exams coming. we can't forget that too! ;)
it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...
